Hmmm…….
Hmmm…….
Well it has recently come to my attention that I am more of an asshole then I had previoulsy envisioned. Now I know I can be an extremly large prick in most cases, that I do know, and have probably pushed some people away because of it, however, this was something I did not envision.
Blindsided by someone that I had considered a friend….. Alas this has gotten me thinking, how many of my other “friends” think the same way or feel the same way? I will probably never know how many, and I guess at this point there is no need to speculate how many. It is thus again time to re-evaluate things.
Maybe the time is coming to step away from some things in my life and make a change, change of what, I am not sure at this point. I have commitments here that I have to stick to, then I just don’t know where things may lead. Guess I will have to go into savings mode now, and start making small plans for the distant future.
Hmmm…….